Discreet Anticipation

It's a strange thing, waiting for a call that I may never actually get. All signs point to me receiving this specific phone call soon. But signs can be misread and logic isn't always followed.

I keep telling myself not to get my hopes up. It's hard not to, though... even knowing that if I get my hopes up and end up getting disappointed, it's going to be an especially potent disappointment since I could have prevented it.

But I feel confident that enough prayer went into this that should I be disappointed, should I never receive this phone call... it's all God's doing.